Sometimes I want to just stop thinking. Completely. Just have nothing in my head but be in the mode to absorb everything I see or hear. I’m somewhat done with over brewing, done with fearing the unforeseen. Nothing will change and yet again, I’ve failed to notice. Unforeseens are there for reasons only fate can know.

I can’t go on wishing things would happen. Just this morning I’ve decided on things that I would’ve never allowed myself to think about before. I was so afraid of making this mistake but kept the faith and went with it. I’m still trying to figure out if it was a mistake. Or perhaps it’s something that will finally help me realise my mistake before.

@3 months ago
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